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I'm upset with my own progress. Too slow. Really sien. There's no one to blame on, except for myself. I'm just not working hard enough, not focussing enough on my work.

Also a little demotivated with my study. One thing is that there is still no news about the scholarship (I'm really dried out!!!). And the most demotivating thing is that my result on pilot experiment turns out not really what it is supposed to be when i increase my sample size. Although i haven't really analyse the recent data, but judging from the gel pics, i know it's not encouraging. =(

I'll just have to keep doing, keep thinking at the moment. I hope I can find a way out of this soon.