Some updates

Okay, I was having this dream one night- my braces got loose, the wires were hanging loosely from the remaining brackets on my teeth of the right jaws (half fitted onto the brackets, the other half was pulled off from brackets), and I was able to B.I.T.E! Yes, BITE BITE BITE! I felt amused myself too. Having such dream could only mean that I long to be freed from the braces and bite & chew whatever that I could get a grip on. (^O^)

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The teeth of my upper jaw have been 'moving' accordingly. Now they are quite level. I'm rather surprised and impressed to see how fast they could actually move. But the teeth in the lower jaw are more stubborn. Although there are some movements, the teeth are not level yet. Maybe because the crowding is heavier there. Anyway, the leveling of my upper and lower teeth causes the wires to be pushed towards the back (near the buckles). So, now the wires keep pricking my inner cheeks. I could see little holes in my inner cheeks due to the pricks. (T_T)

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I have to admit that I hardly chew any solid or high fibre food these days. So I wonder is that the reason why I keep feeling 'starved'? I mean I eat usual portion of porridge, mashed potatoes, kueh tiao and noodles but I don't get the feeling of 'full'. Is it because I don't get the satisfaction from biting and chewing? Hmm... I feel 'starved' because I am SERIOUSLY not full? Or is it because my brain is not giving out the 'full' signal due to no stimulation from the chewing process? I guess it's my unsatisfied heart. (>_^)

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For the first time in my life, I think I could understand a little of how the starving people feel. Although my experience here is nothing in comparison to their suffer. And I tell myself I must not waste food. Not taking more than I need. Not ordering more than I could take. p(^_^)q

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May all sentient beings be free from starvation
May they be free from enmity and danger
May they be free from physical sufferings
May they be free from mental sufferings
May they take care of themselves happily **(^_^)**