Woke up sweating in the early morning because of a dream I had. The clock showed 2.55am. I was on a ship, chased by ghosts/monsters sort of beings, and I was forced to jump into the ocean even though I'm not sure whether or not I'll survive. This is twice in a month (or 2 months?) that I dreamt myself on a ship. The first one was that I'm on a sinking ship, and I'm holding onto the tallest pole on the ship to save myself.
I was actually shrivering a little but I'm still capable of blessing myself 'may I be free from enmity and danger, may I be free from physical and mental suffering' when I realised I just had a nightmare. And it did calm me down and I'm able to go back to sleep. I guess deep inside my subconscious mind, there are things that trouble or worry me although I don't really feel them in my daily life. The only reason that I could think of is perhaps during cousin Hui Zhong's ROM gathering last night where some of my relatives asked me the never-ask-a-phd-student-question 'when are you finishing your phd?'
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No need be so mind to those so called "sensitive question". Just ignore or answer them "next year" and keep it as "always next year".
It will be a burden for us along this long journey 3 yrs of Phd. Gambatte la!!
honey, it follows with 'when do u plan to have baby then?'that's d difficult one...
Nowadays I'll response "I'll inform you when I finish". haha...
Wish u have a sweet dream! take k ya!
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