Day 2

事情的起因是胃病。压力+焦虑。包括对健康的担忧。带出来有点错综复杂的情绪和纠结的一堆垃圾。

There are two issues to work on:

1. creative insecurity

2. some feelings that I accumulated during pregnancy and labour.

issue no 1 we need to find out.
issue no 2 is out of love. blind love. and it affects not only me but my boy too. but we will heal. when i heal so will him.

这次摆人偶，是闭着眼睛选的。我还是为自己挑了同一个颜色。为孩子挑了一个的确代表他个性的颜色。先生的也是。不得不相信，我们内在的小孩其实很清楚。

临别前，老师让我闭着眼睛抽一张牌。Take home message.

And it reads:
I release all criticism. I only give out that which I want to receive in return. My love and acceptance of others is mirrored to me in every moment.

我不相信，要求再抽一张。
Divine wisdom will guide me. .... I am safe.